I wish there're things like Ctrl+Z button for Painting. Ms McKissock told me to paint over a part of painting I've done last night 'cause it's too heavy, which I did agree to do (although I spent about an hour or so painted it).

Then half an hour later she said she's sorry that she told me to do so (as if she just realized that's basically half of the work I'd done the night before -_-; ). But it looks better anyway, and possibly would've done so before she told me if I really can't paint to make it look better.

*sighs* I'm just not willing to give that much of my time to it TvT

If there's any film that's my favourite this year, it'd be Dead Poets Society <3 I watched it on the airport when I was coming back to Thailand (thanks a lot to Thai Airways).

It's an old movie, so they no longer sell it in Thailand, so I'm gonna look for the real DVD in NZ. I keep loving old things these days = =" *feels like an old lady*

If I have time I probably write up a whole review, but yeah.



*sighs* gonna go back today. I don't really wanna... it's not that I'm not happy in NZ, but I really wish I have another week at home ;_;


Drawing a fanart for fun, just cos I want to lol


The teacher in Dead Poets Society :P

Flickering hot air is the remains of a dream, a town that fears the darkness goes to sleep
A small happiness above the rubble, I was born here, I who watches the stars.

NOBODY KNOWS. NOBODY CARES.
I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING TO BOMBS

Yeah, to a gentle, dreaming world
If I were to wake up and everything was changing that'd be fine
Your town, pasted by the window, just how far away is it?

NOBODY KNOWS. NOBODY CARES.
THEY JUST TOOK EVERYTHING I HAD.

Yeah, that gentle smile, you, is here
I just want to go and run freely in that photograph.

NOBODY KNOWS. NOBODY CARES.
I HAVE LOST EVERYTHING TO BOMBS
(Nobody knows. Nobody cares. Don't say good bye)

Hey, the downpouring night sky sure is pretty
Because I want to show it to you someday
If I were to wake up and everything was changing that'd be fine
To a world where conflict has been ended.






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I seriously have no idea how did I fall in love with this man XD

I remember when I first started to like Haido, I saw this video clip, and have fallen in love with him even more lol Haido said in one of the interviews that he cries more easily as he's got older... because it's easy to be emotional. (Well, Haido cried easily when he was young, too ^^" He was bullied because he's tiny etc.)

But the only time I really see him cried is in "Awake Tour (2005)" when he sang Hoshizora, which is around the time when he had the other solo album that has an anti-war theme - "Faith". "Hoshizora" refers to the atomic bombings of Hiroshima, and is also dedicated to the victims of war in Afghanistan and Iraq.

Sometimes I think it's an irony how I like listening to Gazette cos their lyrics have rather distressing meanings ^^" whereas I love L'Arc~en~Ciel because their music lights up my mood XD Although L'Arc have sad songs, but most of them have some sort of hope in them... and I like that...

When I was young, I think it's a rubbish thing to be obsessed with a star/singer etc. I thought it's a waste of time. But after I've come to learn what music really means to me, I can't imagine what life'd be like without L'Arc.

I admit that I'm in love with Haido XD and because of that, I can tell when he sounds really tired and so on... So sometimes I question, 'What if they disband?'

*sighs* at the end of this year I really need to come around and catch up news about Haido lol so obsessed.


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Anyway, I really recommend this song >>


flower - LArc~en~Ciel